pull off onto the shoulder...

yeah, my shoulder is killing me. pain all up and down my arm and side. no, its not a heart attack, but it hurts quite a bit. today is friday, which is great, sadly, though i have work tomorrow, so it doesn't carry the same meaning. i remember when i used to work as a waiter, and the weekend was whenever you got 2 days off in a row. that rarely happened, but when it did it was appreciated.

presidential inaugaration yesterday, enjoyed it. i guess i buy into all the crap that goes on. to me, it makes the country a country, if that makes sense. all countries have stupid traditions and such and our country should be the same. i do agree with monty though, during war it should be modified a little bit.

championship sunday this weekend. i am picking the eagles and the pats. i picked them both at the beginning of the year (where are your ravens now, monty???), so i will stick with my picks.

i realize he was joking when he said it, but monty mentioned that he wondered why i hadn't blogged, and was pissed about not reading any of my stuff. it made me happy to know that someone was actually interested in what i was writing. i am sure he will reply a snappy retort, but thats ok. the flattery is done.

been super busy this week. work is a bit of a blur. occasional moments of relaxation and then BAM back to work. lunches are taken up by UIL practice, after school is DI and CRS. fuck. i am a busy bee.

for some reason the song, "been thinking about you" (or whatever its really called) by radiohead is in my head. its off their worst album, pablo honey. i love the line about "those people arn't your friends, they're paid to kiss your feet". what a fantastic line. i think often about certain people in our school and how few friends they actually have at work around them. with so much backstabbing and whispering, its a wonder they don't know about it all, but somehow, they close their eyes and ears and march on, assuming the friendships that don't exist. wonder if i am talking about myself as well...?

i am really looking forwards to spring break. im not sure what i am going to do, but anything is better then work right now. i can see why my wife wanted to quit so bad last year around this time. i feel really drained.

enough for now.

happy birthday edgar allen poe!

this used to be longer

after writing a huge blog, my error screen kicked on and i about punched my fist through the monitor. so...

screw it.

nbk;hk;/

One Year

So today is adri and my first year anniversary. money is real tight so we will celebrate it together and without fanfare. we pulled out the cake from the wedding. it was frozen solid of course, but by now it should be defrosted. its werid, being married for a year already. at some level it feels like we just got married.

last night, adri and i went through old pictures. saw one of my brother, almost started crying. dead for 5 years now. he died the month after i met adri. oh well.

this year must be different. the normal is killing me.