One Year

So today is adri and my first year anniversary. money is real tight so we will celebrate it together and without fanfare. we pulled out the cake from the wedding. it was frozen solid of course, but by now it should be defrosted. its werid, being married for a year already. at some level it feels like we just got married.

last night, adri and i went through old pictures. saw one of my brother, almost started crying. dead for 5 years now. he died the month after i met adri. oh well.

this year must be different. the normal is killing me.