i realize he was joking when he said it, but monty mentioned that he wondered why i hadn't blogged, and was pissed about not reading any of my stuff. it made me happy to know that someone was actually interested in what i was writing. i am sure he will reply a snappy retort, but thats ok. the flattery is done.

been super busy this week. work is a bit of a blur. occasional moments of relaxation and then BAM back to work. lunches are taken up by UIL practice, after school is DI and CRS. fuck. i am a busy bee.

for some reason the song, "been thinking about you" (or whatever its really called) by radiohead is in my head. its off their worst album, pablo honey. i love the line about "those people arn't your friends, they're paid to kiss your feet". what a fantastic line. i think often about certain people in our school and how few friends they actually have at work around them. with so much backstabbing and whispering, its a wonder they don't know about it all, but somehow, they close their eyes and ears and march on, assuming the friendships that don't exist. wonder if i am talking about myself as well...?

i am really looking forwards to spring break. im not sure what i am going to do, but anything is better then work right now. i can see why my wife wanted to quit so bad last year around this time. i feel really drained.

enough for now.

happy birthday edgar allen poe!