tad bit lonely

ever since i got married i have become more and more of a loner. i realize that this was destined to happen as "2 became 1" and all that stuff. i just don't feel as a part of my old cliques as i used to feel. last night i showed up at the house around 630. adri wasn't home yet so i went to the coffee shop to see if my friends were there. they weren't but i could see a bunch of them were in this spot behind the coffee house where people hang out and smoke out. i have never felt like i was a part of that culture and the older i get, the more i am alienated from it. so i went to jack in the crack alone, read a book, and then drove home.

goodnight sweet thing.